Let’s see….approximately one week. Yea, its a new record folks. This is in regards to the certain someone. It took basically one week for me to get all fucked up — or shall I say, for the situation/relationship/dating to get fucked up. Made dinner….all was good and sweet in the world. We both were laughing and joking and being stupid (as most people are when they first are with each other initially). Then we go over to his place to play with his dog. I stay a little late and don’t mind because of the obvious weekend. So then my phone rings — its the Green Knight. Didn’t pick up. He says, “let me guess – the ex?” I nod. Then I hear his phone ring…look at him – and he has a pissed off look. So then I say, “why aren’t u picking up the phone?” His reply: “same reason why you didn’t. Apparently tonights the night for ex calls.”

So the phone keeps ringing and ringing. Finally it stops — and then I hear an odd tapping noise at his door. And I say, “is someone out there?” He looks: “no its the a/c kicking in.”

I keep playing with the dog and watching tv – but partially drifting off into sleep. He goes to the bathroom – then walks outside his house. About 30 mins go by and I start to get a little weirded out. I walk toward the door and open it. The dog runs out to him. I look and see a car and realize its his ex. So he tells me to give him a second. A tad annoyed, I eventually start to drift into sleep again….then he comes back in and says: “she won’t leave and I think if we go and I go to my friend’s she’ll leave me alone.” So we leave.

No baggage he says. I’m through with my 2 yr relationship he promises. Riiiggghhhtt. *sigh*

Listening to the sweet sounds of Bono:
One
“Is it getting better, or do you feel the same?
Will it make it easier on you now
You got someone to blame

You say
One love
One life
When it’s one need in the night
One love
We get to share it
Leaves you baby if you don’t care for it

Did I disappoint you?
Or leave a bad taste in your mouth?
You act like you never had love
And you want me to go without

Well it’s…
Too late
Tonight
To drag the past out into the light
We’re one, but we’re not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
One

Have you come here for forgiveness?
Have you come to raise the dead?
Have you come here to play Jesus
To the lepers in your head?

Did I ask too much?
More than a lot
You gave me nothing, now it’s all I got
We’re one, but we’re not the same
Well we hurt each other
Then we do it again

You say
Love is a temple
Love a higher law
Love is a temple
Love the higher law
You ask me to enter but then you make me crawl
And I can’t be holding on to what you got
When all you got is hurt

One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we’re not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other

One”

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