A little bit of this and a little bit of that – seems to be the mentality that I’ve become accustomed to lately. People sneek in and out of your life. The good ones stay (hopefully for most of all your life) and the bad ones? Well, hopefully they leave as fast they entered your life. Quick and painless, like ripping a band aid off a wound.
For some odd reason, I feel as sense of freedom – a kind of cleansing. You know how when you clean your apartment…do laundry…pay your bills…and things are completely taken care of? A feeling like that. Like you can start fresh and new. People always think you can’t – but there are times when I feel like I can do anything. Why the hell not? I’m not married….no children – I can literally just pack up and GO. Do whatever I want. Its an odd feeling to be honest. But in some bizarre and unfocused way — exhilarating.