Oh its been awhile since I last wrote. Well, first — the concert. Absolutely wonderful. We sat in the box seats unexpectedly and watched as Maroon 5 – then John Mayer – belt out lyrical song after lyrical song.

I’ve been listening to the following alot lately:

(Evanescence) – My Immortal

“I’m so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

‘Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won’t leave me alone

These wounds won’t seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[CHORUS:]

When you cried I’d wipe away all of your tears

When you’d scream I’d fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I’m bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won’t seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There’s just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]

I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone

But though you’re still with me

I’ve been alone all along

[Chorus]”

Its just the sweetest song and makes you think that love is really out there. Waiting…hoping..seaching…and finding those who want it or are willing to open up to it. This part of the song I seem to understand very well, “I’ve tried so hard to tell myself that you’re gone. But though you’re still with me. I’ve been alone all along.” I seriously wish I could write this way.

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